Waiting. We are stronger than all that.

I'm bored and waiting at SGH for my queue number to be called. Waiting waiting waiting again. Had my blood test and breakfast, and i'm still waiting.

Sometimes, it's reali quite cute to thk of all the waitings we all had gone thru or wld go thru. Waiting for a breakthru, a new building, and another building. Waiting for the prince in shining armor, romance, and the ultimate proposal. Waiting for a family to be formed, and an extension of it.

there are so many waitings and so many surprise happenings tat awaits us. Why give up now? Why let go at tis time when our life is still not even half gone? I am stronger than all this. I am.

I was very encouraged to hear tat Wai Teng is going thru a tough time during tis period yet she hung on to God. The pressure seems to be increasing in the family and the burden that is weighing heavily upon her heart jus gets more obvious. A youth tat's only 16 yet she chose to believe and trust in God. I'm so proud of her. She is stronger than all that.

We have gone thru much more. Surely, we are stronger than all these.

Swollen

O man... this is 2nd time typing this... cos kana log out...

Yestrdy, I came to SGH to to receive the Radio-Iodine Treatment. It's just drinking down a liquid that's saltish and only a few drops. My face and neck are a bit swollen and painful... (See that in the pic?!) That's the side effects... And I am feeling very very tired and frustrated cos can't sleep well...

Plus visitors are not reali advised to come cos of radiation. And if they do come, they are supposed to stay only at max 15min-30min and stay a comfortable distance from me... Wa. So serious... Nurse said whatever they bring in they are not supposed to bring out. So all the food and cutlery are disposables. Haha... Even toilet I muz flush 3 times each visit bcos of the radiation. And I am supposed to drink LOTS of water to perch out the radiation. I have become a dangerous person that even nurse said unless I call, they wont come it. Wooh! I wanna go home tmr... I muz drink lots of water!!

So it's real real real BORED here in this room with not even any moving objects except the image from the TV. Now Liu Ling Ling is singing 881 songs on some elderly show. Wa. I have aged...

Roy just came to visit me. He bought kopi-o, newpaper and SKITTLES!! Yey! He just left with some radiation. HAHAHA... No la... the radiation would hv gone somewhere else by the time he walked out.

I am so tired and so bored and so frustrated. I wanna go home to sleep. The aircon is so so cold... Haiz...

 

Radio-Iodine Treatment & Hospitalisation

Start:	Oct 8, '07 10:00a
End:	Oct 10, '07
Location:	SGH