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Haha. I think I must be reali "wu liao". Anyway, I am feeling ok. Just that recently I have alot of dizzy spells and super-tired-but-cant-sleep nights. But i am fine. :) Dun worry guys. :D

O ya. I just borrowed a book, "My Sister's Keeper" by Jodi Picoult, from my member!! So excited abt it. I shared abt my read on "P.S. I Love You" previously. BTW, I did finish it by the time Vic came back from Taiwan. My first book after... say 15yrs?? Ha. I reali thk so leh. Ok la, that's not including the many Christian books that I have read in the last 15yrs. Ha. So I am going to try reading this book.

And yes. I wanna say this... I was just whining abt how Vic said a STRONG "NO" when I wanted to eat chicken wing on Tue night while the ldrs were having supper together. I was like "Hmp! What's the big deal... Chicken wing only ma. Oso must be so worked up meh." And I was even whining abt it before we slept that night. HAHA. Then today (Thu), Vic bought chicken wing for me, without me asking for it. O so sweet... And just to mention oso, that he went downstair to pick me up when I was reaching home on Wed night after BS class duty. So nice... Hee. But I guess after we have children many of this would change. For a split second, I felt that having no child is probably quite nice. Er. But I still want to have children QUICKLY... :)

Have just been really frustrated recently. Frustrated abt today's CGM. Too tired so lost of thoughts from Praise to Worship to Sermon to altar call. Just dunno why the words are all jumbled up when i spoke. HAIZ..................... Tomorrow is another CGM. I hope will breakthrough. But I'm glad to be able to have a short fellowship with Nicholas Ng and Adam before the CGM. I thk that alone is a good time of establishing something in the spirit. So PTL! :)

Oooo... 3am oreadi. I am tired. Reali tired. I must quickly go and fall asleep. And wake up to a new morning, a new day. God is good.

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ok. Xinhui, i'm blogging now. :)

Waiting for bus. Not feeling too well. Managed to conduct cgm though. Boarding bus. Say more again.

划悲愤为食量

I still couldn't get over my sadness very much. Cried before I came out today.

Anyway, I have proven to myself what it means to 划悲愤为食量。 Haha. Went to have dinner with the cousin-gang and I reali REALI ate to my fill. I kept saying I was hungry and i reali felt so hungry. It's like in my mind i was saying, "hey! the rest of you dun cook first. I cook first. dun fight with me for food!!!!!!" Haha. Of cos, I am exaggerating a little to emphasize my desperate cry of hunger. Furthermore, it's an expensive $42 steamboat buffet at Chong Qing Hotpot in Suntec, so I gotta eat to my fill right... Hehe. And today, I have my hubby with me, so I am happier eating the though-expensive dinner. HA!

To me, it's not the price of the meal nor the food itself. I simply like the fact that they laugh, they disagree, and they display their excitement freely even though it may not be reali of interest for the rest. Ha... 

I am generally a more serious person. And most of the time if you find me unhappy, angry and impatient, it's usually over something else that I am blaming myself for and you are catching me at the wrong time. Haha... And no use trying to cushion it for me too, I would feel worse. Ha. Weird hor. Maybe, I shld care less about things said or done. BTW, if you still dunno, it actually takes a lot for me to be soooo angry with pp and stay that way. Usually, if I am displaying my anger, most of the time, it's on purpose for a reason. It's very tiring to be angry you know. Haha. :) So dun worry abt me. I forget all the time. But dun take me for granted bcos somehow I'll knw. ;P

Anyway, I brought home many "balls" that filled my stomach till I felt like throwing up. 

I hope I will feel better.

God, I hand it over into Your hands. And can that include the "balls" that are swimming in my stomach? :) 

Love you, God.

Back to work

Finally, back to work after 2 days of being sick. I am still so tired but feeling better. My stomach is also still weird. Not Diarrhea but just feeling weird. Haha. Vic even jokingly said that maybe I am pregnant. HAHA. If I am pregnant, I will definitely be SOOOooo over-the-moon happy. Well, back to reality.

Now, I am feeling a bit bewildered about something. I didn't think that I was that insensitive. But I think maybe it's just that if there is anything so wrong, just be direct and say it. If I can't bring myself to say it, then I've got to accept it and move on. That's probably my philosophy of staying happy. And i didn't think that this has made me that insensitive.

And now, I'm supposed to keep quiet abt it, which means, I am bothered by it but I cant say it. That leaves me with an only option to accept it and move on. :) I can do that. I am ok. But I rather I talk it out. Cos then BOTH of us moved on and not just myself moving on. 

In my relationship with Vic, we settled this from the beginning that even if we fight, we will not allow our disagreement and unhappiness to be carried over to the next day. We will always settle it latest by the time we sleep that night. That is why, we grew in our relationship and understanding of each other.

I pray we will move on in this. God is good.

YK on Channel News Asia

Pastor Yock Kiang was interviewed by CNA.

He conducts an office devotion every week at Pinnacle Motors.

Random

Just so tired after the Adults Evangelistic Mtg on Friday. Dunno why. Started to have sore throat immediately after the mtg. Then cough. Then couldn't sleep well. Then yestrdy shivering in the aftern. So i quickly EAT. In case of the repeated case of what happen a weeks ago. Anyway, I just feel so so so tired..... Even in my dreams, I dreamt that I was so tired that I fainted and strengthless. Ha. So result is I was very late for work today. Aiyo.... Tsk Tsk Tsk...

To cheer myself up a little, some random pics...

Invasion of the "Bee Empire". Hee. Just making fun of 2 "ah-tah" women. Tsk Tsk Tsk...

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