"Don't try to get out of anything prematurely. Let it do its work so you become mature and well-developed, not deficient in any way. " Jas 1:4 (MSG)
"Do not cast away your confidence for it has great rewards." Heb 10:35
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Monday, September 29, 2008
Feeling better
Feeling better today. It's the first day in the last one week that I have not cried for hours. At least not yet. Ha.
And I'm already very thankful for that.
A good day
O today is the happiest day for the last 1 wk!
I woke at 10am today. Went pak-tohing with Vic. Nothing very special. We had our breakfast before heading to Kbox! We spent 3 hours singing non-stop, not even a toilet break! Quite shiok! Hee... I left the place feeling happy!! Besides, the weather was SUNNY-HAPPY. I love SUNNY DAY!
Then we got the news that our maid is ready for collection! a few hours earlier than scheduled. So far she has impressed me! Very automatic. First thing she came in, put down her stuff, and she checked out the clothes that are hung on the bamboo poles. She is checking if it's ready to take down. Wow. Now she is busy doing all the cleaning, taking out the stuff and tidying the cabinets, without me even asking her to do it!! So far, she is very good! Let's hope she will be good in taking care of ah gong which is the main reason she's here for.
God is good.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Friday, September 26, 2008
Tears
It just never stop for the last few days.
It's reserved for myself, my husband, God and within my room.
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Broke the news. It flows uncontrollably from everyone's eyes, including mine.
But what I heard warmed my heart greatly.
"In this place, I don't have to be somebody else."
"I don't have to be afraid of who I am and what I can say."
"I am always very proud of my leader. I go around telling people my leader is Yvonne. I know I am in good hands."
"I changed a lot and grew a lot here."
"From just attending CG as just another routine, to really enjoy one another here and looking forward for one another's fellowship."
There is just so many of those heartfelt words from these boys. It's the most moving sight to see all the guys tearing and saying the good and bad of the CG.
Even a new friend was very moved and challenged to want to do smthg for the CG in these last 9 weeks.
I know all of us are so heartbroken to know that we are supposed to disband by Dec if we dun multiply.
I know I have done what I felt I needed to do with these boys' lives. Now it's up to them to fight for one another. It's a tough fight. Half of them are having O levels. But I feel the determination in their hearts as they prayed for the CG.
They have grown up. I have done what God has placed in my heart to do with them. It is enough. Just not enough for my own.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
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