Saturday, March 31, 2007

Which style are you?

1. Comtemplative
2. Intellectual
3. Serving
4. Relational
5. Charismatic


Surprisingly, most of my members belong to the serving style... Wow... Good good. I like serving pp. Haha. And also surprisingly, Nick is charismatic style not intellectual. Haha.


I think I am charismatic style. Alot of times i need to feel i am stirred in the spirit, feel the presence of God, loud charismatic style of worship, anointing, goosebumps... in order to feel connected to God.


Haha... A bit flaky smtimes i think. Hahah... But I am not a flako ok... I am rather balanced. Haha.


I kinda feel happy learning abt these 5 styles of connecting to God. I was just pondering in the toilet some time this wk or last about connecting with God. So feel a bit happy in my heart that there are different ways we feel we are most connected with God in. PTL!

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Aiyo...

Tian ah... After a great CWPM, I ended my cab ride in such an unhappy way. The driver was ridiculous... Over a super small matter, such as asking him to press "send" on the screen to send the printing of the receipt, he got offended and upset that we tried to teach him what to do. He muz reali have a bad day and a worse day after meeting us. Cos Vic and his bro got upset that the cab driver reacted that way. They looked at his car plate number and got off the cab and then looked at the plate number again from the front.


The driver drove off and then turned back again! He got off the cab and asked us why we muz look at his plate number from the front and not from the back. Ridiculous right. Haiz... It's just a ride. I dun ever have to meet him again, why do i need to antagonize in an arguement. I can just complain online. Dun understand.


How? Anyone want to comment? If it were you, will you antagonize/challenge that bad attitude so upfront?

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Cash Deposit Service is Currently NOT Available

Well, that's what I get after 40min of walking & searching for the machine.


Sometimes, it's frustrating that after trying so hard, working so hard, things just don't go the way you like it. Let God be God, and I be von. I don't live for the now but for my future.


A thought went through my mind for a few seconds... I get into a relationship and then into marriage and then into family life because I want to share my future with people I love. So a person without a future, do not have a happy family. Rather, a person that do not have a clear and definite idea about his future, could not get into or develop a longlasting relationship. The bible says without vision man will perish. Perish in his thoughts, his emotions, his life. How true can that be? It is evident in our lives everyday.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Stomache

Today, i was stucked in the toilet for almost 1hr... the "da bian" never seems to end... erks. And i kept going to the toilet after i ate some food. Haiz... Very pain leh.


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Somebody stole Nick and Zihao's sneakers while they were having CGM this aftern. So sad... I heard Nick gave a word of encouragement during CGM. WOW! That's a step of faith. Very good! Keep it up!


Tim & Jed's grandma was admitted to hospital. Pls pray for their grandma.


I think it's spiritual warfare time. But i am very happy. Zihao just sms me that he felt the Holy Spirit wants him to tell his parents he is a Christian. He's very cute. He said tat he wanna tell them on Friday so that at least he wont miss prayer mtg. And also so that he can invite them for Easter. Jesus says we all need to have childlike faith. I like tat.


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Friends got to be able to challenge one another all the time. How true is that man... When we are old, what kind of friendships would you have built? What kind of friends will be able to see you through your life's many storms?


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We live in the now for the future we hope.


We have a future.

Saturday, March 24, 2007

MK & HX are married!!!

There were tears in my eyes during Mingkun and Huixuan's matrimony. So moved to see someone we have prayed for, loved, discipled growing up and getting married. Just felt very touched and encouraged to know that whatever we sow, we do reap. Very very happy for them. Ah... Why am i so emotional over their wedding??! HA!


CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

I miss out

Aiya... Haven blog for so long...


I missed out on blogging about alot of things:
-my parade shoes broke the 2nd time i wore it (sian man)
-a wonderful wonderful leaders mtg on Mar 13 (REVIVED)
-a great feeling of leading my CG again (yey!)
-Guanfeng came back for SVC again (happy)
-Lucas came and responded to Jesus (WOW!)
-Zihao had an encounter with God right in his own room (AWESOME!)


Alot alot of things to say.


Conclusion: I am back!! Watch out!


PRAISE THE LORD!!!

Monday, March 5, 2007

Summary of my day

BOUGHT
Black long-sleeved top (Zara $19.90), 3quarter pants(C.O.A.X $20), Black open-toe heels (Parade $28)


DONE 
Walk and walk from 2.15pm-4.30pm, spend money, drank kopi-o and ice sea coconut dessert at food republic, sat there from 4.30pm-7pm (li-hai ba!), watched 300 for free thanks to my sis.


THOUGHTS
Pain
: Ouch! Ya ya... Blisters on my toes. What to say except OUCH!
Happy: I bought 3 items that I really wanted. So happie!
Tired: Movie supposed to start at 9pm but it didn't until 9.35pm. And the show has alot of fighting, half-naked scene, women kissing women (erks!), alot of fighting and blood splating everywhere, heads being chopped off, and most of all, those UGLY and BEASTLIKE-LOOKING man. O Man. If u are watching that show, pls be prepared for all the gruesome scenes. Actually, i dun thk it was very gross la. It's ah peng that's very affected. Ha.
Reflective: I am very captivated by the storyline of the movie. It reminded me of SHAMGAR (1 against 600). Solid man. Die also must die with honor and conviction!

Sunday, March 4, 2007

6am

Woo! Worked till 6am...


Tired man... But felt happy! After being shocked yesterday about the room booking not done during my leave, I have finally done something to solve the problem. Er. At least for the moment. Ha. I can go without sleep, but i can't stand it when there's a problem and nobody takes responsibility to solve it.


Sense of satisfaction. It doesn't matter sometimes who's fault it is. We are all serving God wholeheartedly.


I may not be a super CGL that grows and multiplies 3times in a year, but I am sure that I am still SERVING God and loving His people.


3 cheers for Yvonne! Hip Hip Hooray! Hip Hip Hooray! Hip Hip Hooray!

Saturday, March 3, 2007

Vulnerable... Strong

I am vulnerable


I am strong


What else is there


Bring it on


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Lord, I know all things are truly possible in Christ Jesus. Restore my dreams and my hopes that came with the calling. All things work together for good to those who love You, to those who are called according to your purpose.


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It isn't easy


It isn't too tough


Who else want I


But You O Lord

Thursday, March 1, 2007

Woke up at 1130am

O man... Couldnt sleep last nite... I think i probably slept at 4am or later... tossing the whole time on my bed trying to get to sleep. And i kept waking up also. Aiyo... 


Anyway, today is CG day! Combining with Yanping's CG. Yey!

Ps 71:20-21

You, who have shown me great and severe troubles, shall revive me AGAIN, and bring me up again from the depths of the earth. You shall INCREASE my greatness, and comfort me on every side.


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Just now Nick msn me that he thinks I am the best CGL he ever had... So mushy but so sweet of him. I'm very encouraged just to know that. But I am already grateful that you are in my CG. I love you!


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To Xinhui: Dun worry la. As of now, we are still together okie? Love ya too much to let you go!! Haha.