Gastric again

Gastric pain again... Or maybe it's stomache... Went toilet twice liao. Then I have this "brewing" feel inside my stomach to go toilet again... Urghh...

Pain pain pain... Can't even sleep properly... woke up with a headache... Probably too stress. But actually ok leh. Haiz...

Last saturday, I didnt even pray for pp cos of gastric pain. I tried to pray for a member, but i ended up stopping in between cos kept burpping and my gastric kept "pulling". After that, the gastric pain worsen...

But ok la... I had fellowship with some members. Very good. I think i was very tired and a bit not operating in my usual natural self. Like what pst YK preached during last wk's leaders mtg, when we are at a fundamental state, we do things that are smtimes surprising even to ourselves. I was shocked that I reacted rather strongly on an issue that we were talking about. Then the "talk" from me begun. Haha... I hope the members were not bored by me.

After that, I kept thinking about it. Even the next morning, i woke up thinking about it even in the toilet. I'm so glad tat I have Cinthia. I think when I didn't have strength to "fight" I have this gal to "fight" for me even during her exams, assignments... I'm so proud of her. She may not be the "best" but she has certainly grown and is blooming.

:) Have a wonderful day ahead. I am going toilet again. :)

Thyroid Goitre

Okie. Went appointment yestrdy. Going for operation to take out that 6cm goitre on my right thyroid. Then need to send the lump for cancer test to make sure it's not cancerous. Else, i gotta go another operation to take out the other small cyst on the left side of the thyroid.

Am i afraid? Not reali. Maybe it's not that near yet. It's on Aug 21, Tue 7am.

I am more sian that my "make-baby" plan gotta delay for 1-2mths. So sad... I also dunno why i reali wanna to give birth. Haha.

And now my overseas holidays is probably gone oso... HAIZ.... I wanna go overseas... 

YouTube - Jesus Painting

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8M4_IlbaZHA

133

I'm so proud of myself... I took bus 133 to work today!!! (Cin's nagging has worked?)

Yesterday, I made myself sleep at 12.30am... The earliest since dunno when. And I woke up before my alarm went off at 815am. Haha...

But I thk i was still tired. I couldn't even solve one sudoku puzzle in the entire 50min journey. Oww... Haha...

What is a radical sign?

"er... I dunno. I forgot liao... I was a math student more than 8yrs ago..."

O man... That was the answer I gave... But actually, i do remember just not confident. Cos it's not a part that has been used regularly for the last many yrs.

But it left me thinking... Why didn't i try to even say or make a guess? That evening, Pst preached on it...

In math, when u put a radical sign over a number, u are returned with a smaller value, a base of the number. The radical sign in the life of a leader should always cause him to go back to his root, his base, his foundation, his lowest form or basic form of his calling and purpose.

Praying. The Holy Spirit. Fasting. Jesus. Loving. God.

During the leaders mtg, I was reminded of Nehemiah building the walls of the city. Without walls, the city is under vulnerability to the attack of the enemies. We need to fight the enemies, but we need to oso build the walls that are broken down that will protect us eventually.

Some walls are broken. I need to fight, but i need to build too.

Neh 3:6 says, 
Moreover Jehoiada the son of Paseah and Meshullam the son of Besodeiah repaired the Old Gate; they laid the beams thereof, and set up the doors thereof and the locks thereof and the bars thereof.

The Bible says we enter His gates with thanksgivings. Gates speak of the stepping from the outside to the inside. What's the "Old Gate" I need to repair? I got to carefully repair every part of it. Lay the beams, set up the doors, the locks, the bars.

If the gate is down, the city is lost. I gotta fight, but not forget to have a strong gate that had enabled me to enter in from the outside to the inside.

Daryl & Chyanne's BD Celebration 2007

Chyanne was so fascinated by her present, a "baby".
Daryl was busy applying his creative ideas on the cupcakes.
The rest of us joined in too...

"Hospitalized"

"Hospitalized" (Def. from Von's dictionary) 
- filled with and surrounded by hospital visitations and related.
  noun -lization
  verb -ized

My last one week "hospitalization" schedule:
-I accompanied Pst YK to KK hospital to visit 2 members
-Vic's Grandpa fell and fractured his hip. Admitted to TTSH.
-I went SGH for an appt with specialist for that lump at my thyroid area. Doc has to poke a needle into it in 2 wks time to draw out liquid. EEEKS!
-Vic's Dad injured his back and admitted to TTSH ALSO. But at the end nothing wrong with his back. He had food posioning. Now change ward cos doc says white blood cell more than red blood cell...
-Jackie admitted to NUH for stomach pain caused by unknown reason. Thank God he can discharge today...

Ah gong

Ah gong went thru an operation for his fractured hip today. As i expected it, he was wheeled into waiting room by 11plus even tho the operation was at 3pm... Anyway, he came out a bit blur blur. Dint know he actually went thru an op. Hee.

He had 38.4 high fever after the op. Thank God it went down to 37.5. As if this wasn't enough... my father-in-law sprained his back while carrying a chair and almost fainted... Aiyo... We had to quickly bring him home in case he faint.

And then i was working on the attd and admin until now. Going to sleep.

O ya... I muz say this... THANK GOD dear dear is back from mission. Missed him so much while he was away. But dint reali talk to him alot since he came back. Cos he was so tired. Today he finally couldn't stand his zombie mode that he went to gym to run. After that he felt better and he was so elated that he solved one of the level 1's sudoku puzzle. Haha...

Ok ok. Going to sleep now. zzzz

TTSH

Have been in TTSH everyday since Friday.

My day started with "screaming" over a call from Taiwan. Yah. Vic was the one screaming over the phone asking me what happened to his grandpa.

Well, I had NO IDEA! I came out of my room with blurry eyes at 740am and asked my in-laws wat happened. Then I realised he fell and was admitted to TTSH at 5am. Nobody had informed me... I was still in my weird dreams. Anyway, we waited at home for his ward and bed info. Haiz. Then starts the tiring day...

I went TTSH to visit ah gong. Then took cab to SGH for my appointment with a specialist for the lump at my thyroid area. The whole process was 2 hours!! Thank God for sudoku (My latest craze)!!! Aiyo... I still gotta go back for scan on Jul 23, then back on Jul 30 to have a needle poked into the lump to draw out some liquid. Eeeks!! My gosh. Pray for me ok?

Ok ok. After SGH, i went back to TTSH for another few hours. Then I went back home. I was dead tired. Slept till 3am and was too awake till 5am and then i went back to sleep again. Then next day went to hospital again, etc etc etc.

Plus the fact that ah gong was so negative 1st 2 days, it was rather heavy-hearted for us. He's already 91yrs old. He has seen many of his siblings and even children passed away before him. Just 2 days before his fall, one of his sisters in China passed away... So when he's in hospital he kept saying 91yrs of life is enough for him. He wanna die. How sad... We were all so worried. I wish I could speak Hainanese!! Haiz... Anyway, i'm just glad that on Sunday and today he looked better.

Jesus, I pray You will appear to him in his dreams or visions. Lead him to salvation. I feel sad when I think too much about it. Cos I believe our lives dun just end at the last breath. There's eternity in heaven or hell. Lord, all things are possible in Christ Jesus! Lead him Lord to your arms.

He will most likely go for an operation tmr. But it depends on his condition. Pls help me pray for him too. Thanks!

Effectiveness

If you thk you're too small to be effective, you've never been in bed with a mosquito!
-Dame Anita Roddick

Borned on 2007 July 6 - Keighley Chua

My niece is so so so sweet... So so so adorable... The woman carrying her is my mummy who is her grandma.

Stress

Sick
Thought-filled
Restless
Emotional
Sudoku-crazy
Splurge

Borned on 2007 Jul 6

She is just so so sweet... She got like 5 steps to yawning. Aiyo... Keighley... Be blessed!!!

My Mum was so excited and happy when she heard Keighley was borned. She told me she was just so happy that she was walking ard the house beaming ear to ear unknowingly. Aiyo... Happy grandma of Keighley...

kbox

That is Cin and Peng singing... We were so tired singing... Cin left at about 11pm. Peng and I left almost at 12midnite. So tired... Peng and I had different tots about singing... I feel one shld use his best voice to present a song. But Peng said there's no variation. I agree la but majority of ur style of singing shld be your best voice ma... At the end, we still stick to our own stand. Hee... so much comments from 2 sisters that dunno how to sing. HAHA.

O ya. I muz comment that Cin's voice is nice! Just she very "han xu" in singing. Maybe the CGL and the ex-CGL is present. Hehe...