Sixty Seconds Of Fame

YK zone'sSixty Seconds Of Fame is up on www.citynews.sg!!!!

wow wow wow

can't wait to share the good news. The report came out that I am totally ok. No more signs of recurring tumors. The doctor kept saying he is very happy abt the report. Wow! So happy and relieved to hear that. I saw the report that says "significantly different from previous results". Yey!!!!

God is so good!!! Very happy. Blogging using my iPhone now. Just can't wait to share the good news. I feel so happy!!!!!!!! SOOOoooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

check up on wed

pls pray for me ok? Going to go for my medical review for my ca thyroid. After going through 2 radio-iodine treatments, this is the medical review I have been waiting for. For the doctor to tell me I am all ok to have my kids!!! Pray ok?

I am slightly nervous about it. Reali dun want to hear the doctor telling me to wait another 3mths and then 6mths and then... Ok. I shall visualize the positive, the words I wish to hear from his mouth. With a smile on his face, he is congratulating me. Woohoo!!

Ok ok. Focus on the hope and vision that God has given you.

Good leaders mtg tonight. Just a simple word. Like a babe. Xiaoting gave a word during the worship and it's what God was speaking to me. When you were young, all that matters is your relationship with God. Along the way, many things have altered how your relationship looks. Seems like CG, members and ministry have been added into the equation. But still the way God wants to relate to me has never change. He still just desires our simply worship and relating to us we used to to when we were much younger.

It's never bcos ministry has complicated my relationship with God. But it's where we have placed ministry that has messed up our relationship.

Li Chuan & Angeline's Wedding (Oct 18, 2008)

After a 8-yr long relationship, they are finally MARRIED!! So happy for them. :)

Farewell for Simon Peter

YK & VIC ldrs had a farewell dinner with Simon Peter @ a rooftop restaurant at Kallang Leisure Park.

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A Spectacular Summer Retreat

Our YK Adult Summer Retreat were featured in www.citynews.sg!!!!

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2008Oct13

The last 12th Monday of the year

Was so tired when I woke up today....... Didn't even feel like getting up, and what more, I had to go blood test and then Senngkang for a gathering. 

In the end, I still got myself to go for the blood test and paid $129!!! Very interestingly, the lady that drew the blood, said that she had never seen me before and asked if my last check was 4-5yrs ago... I was thinking, "er... I just checked 6 mths ago and I also didn't see you before too." Ha. Then she went on and asked, "which arm usually do you have your blood drawn?" I stretched out my arms to take a look, and immediately she let out, "O both also have." And without any hesitation, she took my right hand and jab in the needle. O. That's fast. I find it so amusing. Are there reali that many "needle holes" on my arms that her observation was so instantaneous? Haiz... Another hole on my right arm...

Ok. Then Vic initiated to meet me at City Hall. So I went to City Hall starbucks. Spent some time reading Dr. Cho's book, 4th dimension, while waiting for Vic to reach. Quite a good time spent by myself. Suddenly, feel that it's actually not such a bad idea spending time with myself alone.

Then we shopped for a while and I was like drooling over a Kate Spade bag that has a $900-tag. So nice......... Then we decided to go to Bishan to have our dinner since I have $50 Capitaland vouchers and I reali dunno what I shld spend it on... 

So we had our dinner at Bishan Cafe Cartel... 

Guess what we did after our dinner?

We decided to WALK home from Bishan!!!!

We walked 45min home.... By the 30th min I was already very tired.

Anyway, while trying to upload photos, I prepared jelly. YEAH!!! So happy. :)

I counted. This is the last 12th Monday of the year. I am only left with 11 Mondays before the year ends. That's so fast!!!

I pray that we will end the year with purposes and dreams fulfilled and accomplished. Let's all jiayou!!!

Outing @ Hort Park

A very beautiful place. Great for family outings, couples or even young ones that are ready to take on the 9km bridge-walk/run.

This is so gross!

I am totally disgusted and grossed out!

I am standing at 1.67m tall and weighing only 45kg now!!!!

What happened man?! The last time I weighed that light was probably when I was 17?! *faint*

I must thk of smthg to gain weight. But how to when I have no appetite....

I can't believe this. It must hv smthg to do with the moon and the sun and the gravity. Am I talking sense even? Gosh. Totally grossed out by this. I must start my "stuffing" session later. "stuff" myself with my xing zhou mee fen and potato chips. How abt another MacD sundae? Hmmm. I must do smthg abt this. I feel totally abnormal now..........

IMAGINE

Frankly, it's still affecting. I am just trying to minimize the effect on others, but not on me. It's affecting a lot and it's not like what others can do to make me feel better or to get over it. It's just hurting like crazy. Churning inside my stomach every now and then.

I need to get over it. I need to imagine something better. I am trying to but circumstances dun seem to give me the space to. It's not other pp's fault, it's just my own.

There are times when I just wanna blame it on those that seemingly try to be concerned and caused me to be in such a big mess. My mind's imagination criticizes and condemns me in all sorts of scenario over and over again. O how can I get over it?

IMAGINE. Just imagine the right things.

Eating now

Now that is rather surprising for many of my friends. The greeting sentence from my friends are usually, "hi, have u eaten your breakfast/lunch/dinner?". Quite obviously, cos I always miss my meals. Haha.

While I'm trying (yes, TRYING) to savor the food now, i'm also wondering how's the jog that my sister wanted to embark on just now. It's raining at AMK and she said she wants to jog to botanical garden from holland. Wooo... I wonder if she made it. And an evil imagination popped up.... She's probably drenched and WALKING her way back home with a totally disastrous experience of her jogging after so LOOOnngg. Keke.

She used to be a rather sporty person but now she's totally soaked in the competitive money world. Dun get me wrong. She's not that kind of money-minded, materialistic gal. But rather conversely, she blesses with a cheerful heart all the time and has a sweet side of her. Just that she's still as never-say-die person as her good old sporty dayz.

I hope this jog will get her back to that attractive personality and beautiful her without reservation. I never really appreciate her more than now that we are both grown up. And she's still single. For goodness, what happened to all the men?!

She's spiritual, yet had many things to talk about in other aspects. She's capable, diligent, sweet, tall, attractive. She's definitely not a boring person. Hello, gentlemen, what are you waiting for?

Anyway, just thought abt her and I simply think she deserves a good man. I know she must be feeling so weird that I am saying all these on my blog. Haha. Well, good "stuff" must share right.... Hee.

Stumped

当道歉已经没有用

我还能做什么

而在你转身的时候

我也消失无影

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Thought of something... Vulnerability.

Those that had been through it with me, will know.

Suddenly, I'm just thrown into it. And I have no idea what's next.

Can I just reserve my rights to have my own emotions truthfully?

_______

IMAGINE.

"L wee" bag

WOW!!! Vic gave to me for my birthday!! A gift that came late cos he got a friend to get it for him from Europe cos it's cheaper. Haha.

But my first day carrying it, I was abusing it slightly. I threw a lot of stuff inside and the bag was very heavy. Oops.

Anyway, just wanna thank my hubby for the gift. Love it. Though I wish I can use it more often but that would mean i will abuse it more often. HAHA. Thanks, dear. 

Cracking

I am cracking man!!! My brain is cracking..............So intense and stress out today. 

Cried for very long yesterday night till I read a verse that says:

With all my might I shout up to God, 

His answers thunder from the holy mountain.

I stretch myself out. I sleep. 

Then I'm up again - rested, tall and steady, 

fearless before the enemy mobs coming at me 

from all sides. 

Ps 3:4-6 (MSG)

Then I slept on my bed with tissues all around and the bible laying open. When I woke up, Vic was bewildered that I slept while he was waiting for me to finish praying. HAHA. But God is good. I went back to sleep, woke up in the morning and took a bus to work. Feel so happy just over this. hehe.

But I thk I was so intense and stress that I teared when Vic said something that reali make me feel so lousy. He didn't purposely say it to make me feel lousy. It's just that I was already feeling so stress and intense that I couldn't stand another weight that comes especially from someone that I love so much. Anyway, that only affected me for say 5min? haha.. I actually told myself I didn't have time to cry ok. RUSHING the work like nobody's business man.................. 

Kless asked why I feel so stress doing the multiplication. I dunno how to explain. How do I produce 13 disbandment and multiplication when was told to produce it at 6pm yesterday? I was up to my brow. Or like Wenkai says, he's oreadi burning his brow. WOoshh...

My neck ache. My brain is cracking. Went CG. Did my forecast. Now gotta do the actual disbanding and multiplying in the CMS. I wanna faint. How long will that take man? Faint......................................................... Will that work as an excuse for not doing it by 12pm tmr? Hmmmm... I seriously think I can faint any moment. KEKE.....

Btw, I tot it was rather weird for me to meet 2 gigantic tall pp today!! I took a bus to work, then while heading toward Suntec, this guy walking in front of me was SOoooOOOooo TALL. I mean I was barely reaching his armpit, for goodness! My eyes run him up and down, I almost thought he was walking on stilts!!! Then when I was in a rush to CG, I met another guy that is also soooooo TALL, I was at most at his shoulder level. Both guys are chinese!! Since when, Singapore guys are that tall??? Or maybe just the ones around me are so short. HAHA!

Ok. Enough of blogging. Gotta bathe and do my work again!! I am beginning to believe that I am growing hands and brains to handle all these. Wooshh... ;p

 

Bored

I'm just very bored at this moment. 

Chatted on MSN. Checked the facebook. Checked the blogs. 

There seems to be a lot of things not done but I have no mood to get down to do it.

Lost appetite for food. A few pp told me I lost weight. I think I reali did. But it's probably only at max 1kg?! Does that really make such a difference visually. Haha.

I just have no appetite to eat and I actually forced myself to get those food into my mouth. Erks. I feel like vomiting just to think of it. Erks!

Anyway, I am simply too bored so just wanna type some stuff to get my mind off the yucky feeling I have right now. Hey, I am alright. Don't worry about me.

Sometimes, I wonder... When King david wrote those stuff about his discouragements, anger and failures, how did the pp ard him react? 

He is so brave.