Back to work

Finally, back to work after 2 days of being sick. I am still so tired but feeling better. My stomach is also still weird. Not Diarrhea but just feeling weird. Haha. Vic even jokingly said that maybe I am pregnant. HAHA. If I am pregnant, I will definitely be SOOOooo over-the-moon happy. Well, back to reality.

Now, I am feeling a bit bewildered about something. I didn't think that I was that insensitive. But I think maybe it's just that if there is anything so wrong, just be direct and say it. If I can't bring myself to say it, then I've got to accept it and move on. That's probably my philosophy of staying happy. And i didn't think that this has made me that insensitive.

And now, I'm supposed to keep quiet abt it, which means, I am bothered by it but I cant say it. That leaves me with an only option to accept it and move on. :) I can do that. I am ok. But I rather I talk it out. Cos then BOTH of us moved on and not just myself moving on. 

In my relationship with Vic, we settled this from the beginning that even if we fight, we will not allow our disagreement and unhappiness to be carried over to the next day. We will always settle it latest by the time we sleep that night. That is why, we grew in our relationship and understanding of each other.

I pray we will move on in this. God is good.

YK on Channel News Asia

Pastor Yock Kiang was interviewed by CNA.

He conducts an office devotion every week at Pinnacle Motors.

Random

Just so tired after the Adults Evangelistic Mtg on Friday. Dunno why. Started to have sore throat immediately after the mtg. Then cough. Then couldn't sleep well. Then yestrdy shivering in the aftern. So i quickly EAT. In case of the repeated case of what happen a weeks ago. Anyway, I just feel so so so tired..... Even in my dreams, I dreamt that I was so tired that I fainted and strengthless. Ha. So result is I was very late for work today. Aiyo.... Tsk Tsk Tsk...

To cheer myself up a little, some random pics...

Invasion of the "Bee Empire". Hee. Just making fun of 2 "ah-tah" women. Tsk Tsk Tsk...

Samples

You may just find some products that you always wanted to try here.

Again today

Looks like God is rather persistent that I dun run away from this anymore.

Last Saturday, I cried during the SVC as God spoke. I was a bit taken by surprise and dint know how quite to respond. Rushed off without debriefing the members to do my BS class duty. And then rushed to airport to finally received my husband, who had been away in mission for 15days. I cleanly forgot abt what happened during SVC, until the SVC that had ended just a while ago.

During worship, God stirred within my heart again and I started crying. And I dun quite understand. I think if I had the liberty, I would have cried out quite badly but in the midst of being uncertain of where God was leading me, i managed to hold it back a little.

Seeking and searching as I worship, emotions stirred and tears flowed. God began to open up my heart, bringing me back to the same few scenes again. I saw the place where we used to have our CGM and saw as if God peeped into that HDB flat that night, many years back. The group sat in a circle and I was sitting nearest to one side of the wall on the left. I remember that sight. That night, it was a lousy CGM and it was with a group of pp that would weigh heavily on my heart every time I think of them. I felt so overwhelmed by emotions as I saw that. 

"Everyday I live, I know you are my God. I lift my face and look to you my Lord. Even when the mountains tremble and a thousand fall, I will stand with you. My Jesus, take my all."

As we sang, "Even when the mountains tremble and a thousand fall, I will stand with you. My Jesus, take my all.", God just continued to tug on my heart and tears continued to flow. It wasn't regret nor sadness that had overtaken me. But I just continued to cry.

"God, I dunno how. I reali dunno how. How I am supposed to do it."

I just know that I can't run away. I got to do something about it. I dunno how. I reali dunno. I will just try whatever I can. God help me.

2008 Daryl & Chyanne's Birthday Party

Keighley's one year old celebration