Saturday, August 25, 2007

Have you heard?

I guess more or less... Yep. I gotta go back for another op to remove the left side of my thyroid.

Prof Wong called to tell me the lump removed has a bit of cancerous cell. "O no..." Then, he assured me that for me it as good as I am cured caused I have already removed the lump. Just that it's a standard procedure to remove the entire thyroid once cancerous cell is discovered. I'm supposed to go see him on Monday 10am for details of the report and for me to ask questions and arrange for the op.

"O no..." Actually, nothing went thru my mind at that moment. I wasn't feeling scared exactly. I was rather calm but Vic and dad-in-law are not when i told them. Their emotions were so strongly felt that I dun thk I hv time to feel anythng else except trying to calm them. Ha.

Then I sms Joanna to tell her she doesnt need to remove the stitches for me anymore cos of this. And she called back and asked me. I almost teared at that moment. Not bcos i was scared. But I think I finally got the chance to feel, and I reali felt touched by the concerns of the family. The Tang Trio (Joyce, Joanna & Veron) came to "visit" me. Very very nice of them.

I'm not worried. In fact, I thank God that i chose to remove the lump and made this discovery. Else my future may be shortlived. And this lump had been in my body for 15yrs! By the grace of God I am kept safe and sound till now and will continue to be safe and sound.

But i just drag the fact that I gotta go thru the op again. Gotta fast. Then I might hv the TIGHT BLADDER AGAIN!!! O Goshhhhh... Totally tormenting. Pray for my poor bladder... Haha.

I think i gotta go on medication for a while after op cos i'm removing the entire thyroid. I'm still not sure... But would i still be able to get pregnant? O man... You can imagine how sad I felt when I tot of tat. However, I refuse to believe it as so. I wanna to be a mummy to many kids ok....

Dear concerned ones, I am ok. Just that I will be very out-of-actions now for work and for the zone this period. My neck is aching cos of the stitches. I'll be fine.

 

 

12 comments:

Meitong Shen said...

Von, JIA YOU!!
Praying for you. :)
in the meantime, we promise we'll be very good children..

Jorin Ong said...

Yan, be very strong ya.
will be praying for u....

Adeline Wong said...

Praying for you.....stay cheerful always!

mengru li said...

praying for you too. how many books have u finished?

Joey Kuan said...

please take care von.. really jia you jia you.. I will be praying for you to recover super fast! Can't wait to have u back in office! (though I am sure you don't agree with me... Haha...)

Emily Ngian said...

Praying for you number three.

xiaoting chiong said...

u r so strong! jia you!

♥ x.i.a. ♥ said...

=) God will make everything beautiful in His timing. U will be a mummy to many beautiful children ya?

believing together with u. Love ya!

ng estee said...

hi yvonne. you may not know me but i just want to let u know that everything is going to be alright! Be strong and courageous! there is lots to learn from having something tt not everyone would go through ! God has a purpose for everything...=)

Sophie Wong said...

takkee good care yvon! i'll be praying for you!!! and i'll bring your kids go shopping! and buy them lots of chocolates (then they'll become as sweet as mee)! you like? :)
You're safe under the shelter of His wings!
Big love and hug from aussie to ang mo kio.

Yvonne Chua said...

Haha. Acually, I hope to return to work soon. Very sian to be so out of action and helpless when pp sms me abt info.

On the other hand, I feel I'll be very happy if I can go overseas for holiday after this. Hee...

Yvonne Chua said...

Haha. Acually, I hope to return to work soon. Very sian to be so out of action and helpless when pp sms me abt info.

On the other hand, I feel I'll be very happy if I can go overseas for holiday after this. Hee...