Not feeling well

Something silly happened last wk. Alarm went off. I woke up, got out of my bed. The next thing, i was on the floor in pain. I thk my leg gave way. I dunno how to explain... If my leg was numb and tat's why i fell, then i shouldn't feel pain on my leg but my butt right... Anyway, i was in pain and let out a scream. And vic was shocked out of bed. His super concerned face comforted me for a split second. But i was still in pain. And i thk i was also like half awake or smthg. In my grogginess and pain at the same time, i fell asleep almost immediately when i managed to get back on the bed. All this happened and i dun even remember it after i woke up much later. Until someone asked me how i was feeling cos apparently vic told them i was sick and didn't go for the wedding that morning. Then i recalled all these. As i tot abt it and recalled all these, it feels a bit erm... Scary? 

Haiz. I haven reali recovered after i go back on thyroxine. Every morning it's still a struggle to wake up. Just so tired. Have been late for work, taking cab 3 days out of 4 days. I thk the shanghai trip muz had been too relaxing and endulging on my comfort as well. Haha.

And then yestrdy... I went NUMB in my head when I doing BS duty. And my hands were shivering and my chest was a bit tight. And my left hand had no strength and a bit hard to control for a while. I was a bit shocked. Didn't know what to say. Even after Nick Chor came back to the BS duty after he was away for a while, i was still too shocked to say or share abt it. I just got myself to concentrate on doing smthg so that I wont faint or smthg. I rushed off immediately after the BS duty. Took a bus. And ya, why did i take a bus and not cab? I dunno. I headed to bus stop and got up the bus. SMS Nick Chor to tell him. I think I was in a state of shock or smthg. Then sms Vic. Then on a video on my HP to watch to get my mind concentrating. Haha. 

Vic bought food for me. Got home. That was when I realised I didn't eat any proper meal the whole day. I had no appetite and so i just skipped my meals. So my first meal was at 11pm. But after the dinner, I was feeling much better.  Lesson learnt. Don't skip meals!!! I was reali quite shocked. I had to take great concentration even just to walk straight.

I just pray that everything will be ok.