But heavy hearted. I need to pray a lot on this. 50% sure. Nobody lives my life for me. I make my own decisions. I take ownership of my own life. Nobody will take pity on me nor give assistance to me. It's up to me. Just got to get up and move on. Yes, it might hurt in the beginning. But how? When there's no one to direct and guide me through. I can only make my own decisions. After all, it's still my life, my destiny.
O BTW, for those non-bloggers that read my blog... PLEASE... Read with a little bit more INTELLIGENCE and WISDOM. If you read it as it is then maybe you should stop reading people's blog. And my blog is definitely not for you. :) Thank you.
Sorry. Sounded a bit harsh. Just need to say that to make my stand. I have my reason so if you dun understand, ask before you slam me down. You dun hv to be like me but neither do I need to be like you. Thank you. :)
Ok Ok. To soothe this intense tone... Back to the camp. Or rather, a funny incident that happened on the way back. For some reasons, we needed to converse in dialect, mixture of hainanese and hokkien, Boon Kiat had a sudden bottleneck in expressing himself in dialect and he went "wa wa wa wa wa wa wa...." ("I" in hokkien) Well, the whole car of pp broke out in laughters within seconds. Part of it for laughing at ourselves oso in trying so hard to speak in dialect. ha!
It's a funny trip. I had many good loud laughs. De-stress for the body but for the heart it's still prayers and more prayers. Maybe it's really time.
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:) Wow.. seems like your life is really busy but fulfilled. I wish I can do the same though. All the best for ur decision
Dear Von, I think you said it very well. Couldn't have said it better actually... :)
I am just glad you guys are back!!!
Yeah the camp was full of Hokkien... The angel that spoke to Mary in Hokkien... (The winning team).. And one of the 3 wise men from the same team that spoke in Hokkien too... Those two were my members... I am impressed by their fluency and creativity. HAHAHA.
As for me... I speak cantonese and I like every moment of it...
So well-said. Same sentiments. :)
I know of people that perhaps don't like to read my entries cos to them, it's like very 'shallow'... about food, gatherings, going out, things I like, etc...
I was pretty disturbed initially, but then again, it's my blog, I pen what I want. And some heartfelt entries are locked (for specific readers).. so I just come to terms.. these people don't have to understand, but don't slam me down...
You mean there are pple who leave comments on your blog and said things like these???? Or mention to you? Or you hear from someone passing comment abt your Blog??? Don't bother them la.... they dun deserve your attention!!!
Yea, bingo. It's actually sort of indirect... but to me, it's so obvious la, saying they like a certain kind of entry, but which kind they don't like.
Sad to say, there are pp like that. I usually ignore these pp. Ha. Just needed to make a stand on it. Still sounded too serious. Anyway, it's ok huh. I only need to express myself. Just ignore me too if u dun like what i say. :D HEE
Oli, u guys miss out on all the fun la. Haha.
Bubblyger, we are actually rather busy and stress but we just make it fun. When u serve God with a group of pp like tat you, u really enjoy ministry together. :)
and I totally agree with you! :D
When you have a chicken wings, eat the meat, throw away the bones....
arghssss i got food poisoning from the HOUSEFLIES!!!!hahahaha..sigh shld have stayed 2 more days!hahahaha but i dun wanna be scratched! *oops* hahaha
Sarah, you had food poisoning?? OH NO... You should have stayed.. And bunk in with Yating and myself.. Then we can continue to talk about those XXX that we were talking about that evening in our room... HAHAHA.
OOoo... who's that XXX... Now that is interesting....
hahahahaha yvonne you don't wanna knowwww!!!!!!hahahahahaha ^______^
I wanna know!!! HEEEEE
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