Cried for very long yesterday night till I read a verse that says:
With all my might I shout up to God,
His answers thunder from the holy mountain.
I stretch myself out. I sleep.
Then I'm up again - rested, tall and steady,
fearless before the enemy mobs coming at me
from all sides.
Ps 3:4-6 (MSG)
Then I slept on my bed with tissues all around and the bible laying open. When I woke up, Vic was bewildered that I slept while he was waiting for me to finish praying. HAHA. But God is good. I went back to sleep, woke up in the morning and took a bus to work. Feel so happy just over this. hehe.
But I thk I was so intense and stress that I teared when Vic said something that reali make me feel so lousy. He didn't purposely say it to make me feel lousy. It's just that I was already feeling so stress and intense that I couldn't stand another weight that comes especially from someone that I love so much. Anyway, that only affected me for say 5min? haha.. I actually told myself I didn't have time to cry ok. RUSHING the work like nobody's business man..................
Kless asked why I feel so stress doing the multiplication. I dunno how to explain. How do I produce 13 disbandment and multiplication when was told to produce it at 6pm yesterday? I was up to my brow. Or like Wenkai says, he's oreadi burning his brow. WOoshh...
My neck ache. My brain is cracking. Went CG. Did my forecast. Now gotta do the actual disbanding and multiplying in the CMS. I wanna faint. How long will that take man? Faint......................................................... Will that work as an excuse for not doing it by 12pm tmr? Hmmmm... I seriously think I can faint any moment. KEKE.....
Btw, I tot it was rather weird for me to meet 2 gigantic tall pp today!! I took a bus to work, then while heading toward Suntec, this guy walking in front of me was SOoooOOOooo TALL. I mean I was barely reaching his armpit, for goodness! My eyes run him up and down, I almost thought he was walking on stilts!!! Then when I was in a rush to CG, I met another guy that is also soooooo TALL, I was at most at his shoulder level. Both guys are chinese!! Since when, Singapore guys are that tall??? Or maybe just the ones around me are so short. HAHA!
Ok. Enough of blogging. Gotta bathe and do my work again!! I am beginning to believe that I am growing hands and brains to handle all these. Wooshh... ;p
15 comments:
relax relax.. serene actually said you were the one that gave the most 'sui' (nice in hokkien) forms... all in, despite also being the one with the most groups... ;) jiayou!
smile~
Serious?!! I feel so encouraged!!! I was feeling a bit lousy abt it. Was very late in my submission and it's so tedious.... Now doing the actual thing in CMS now. Got 18 groups to do now... *faint*
JIAYOU!!!!!! remember huh.. i friday.. :P just joking.. hahah
Gambatei!!! Not easy but bash it thru.. (only can give moral support) for every good work.
there's a time for everything. a time to laugh and a time to cry ... I cried for an hour in my office toilet today! man ... I felt real lousy too..... till I cannot come out to talk to anyone. hmm .. let's jia you together!
there's a time for everything. a time to laugh and a time to cry ... I cried for an hour in my office toilet today! man ... I felt real lousy too..... till I cannot come out to talk to anyone. hmm .. let's jia you together!
Thanks alot. You jiayou too!
We all can cry but we muz not be too discouraged to move on. Sometimes, crying is good. Today,I had a great CG prayer mtg. I thk after crying so much, I was emotionally "charged up" to pray too. HAHHA...
Keep smiling
Yes lah.. u feel stressed because u won't allow yourself to submit slipshod work... U're still the most respected elder zone sec! Hahaha..
O pls kless. I am far from that. I wish I can be more like you all. I take things too seiously sometimes. I am learning to relax. But thanks for the affirmation. Feel comforted.
Thanks to the rest for the support too. :)
Now I know why u hasn't tell me how much to pay you cos u're so busy..hehe! issit free ahhhhh?!!! =P
hahhahaha... yes... I will check and email you later!! HAHA...
HEY Von!
I just quoted that verse only yday to Simon.. I'm super lack of sleep too.. It is where King David says.. "I lay down and slept.. I awoke for the Lord sustained me.. " Its that one right?? The MSG Bible version is so different.. Its so much MOOOREEEE!
And your blog is always still... very very encouraging... I really enjoy reading your blog!
Its #1 on my list...!!
And oli, u are ever encouraging too. :) thanks so much.
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