IMAGINE

Frankly, it's still affecting. I am just trying to minimize the effect on others, but not on me. It's affecting a lot and it's not like what others can do to make me feel better or to get over it. It's just hurting like crazy. Churning inside my stomach every now and then.

I need to get over it. I need to imagine something better. I am trying to but circumstances dun seem to give me the space to. It's not other pp's fault, it's just my own.

There are times when I just wanna blame it on those that seemingly try to be concerned and caused me to be in such a big mess. My mind's imagination criticizes and condemns me in all sorts of scenario over and over again. O how can I get over it?

IMAGINE. Just imagine the right things.