My "Restricted Meals" start today

Counting down to 8 Oct!!! So I can't take ALL the seafood, fish, even ikan bilis from today... No canned food too. I wonder how I can survive next 2wks... But still I am glad. My jubilee is nearing... I noticed that my face was a bit bloated. So hor... pls dun remind me ok. Very sad one leh. Ha!

Yestrdy, went for a belated birthday celebration with Roy and Xiang. They treated me to Sushi Tei and Haagen Daaz ice-cream. FULL. We reali had a nite of food and fellowship. Talk talk talk talk. I was like rattling alot even though my voice was a little strained. Haha. Very enjoyable. Xiang is also recovering from her operation. Can imagine that it muz hv been very painful even for her to walk. Anyway, she's feeling much better now.

After that went for kopi with some leaders at Coffee Club in Orchard. We were there from 10pm to 12plus. Wa. Didn't knw we can talk so long... I was shocked that it was 1am by the time I almost reached home. But I still couldn't sleep... Slept at 2plus and woke up at 5am... then again at dunno wat time. But nvm... It will be over soon. Hehe.

O Ya. I muz mention that a new friend, Marc, came on Friday for CG and he accepted Christ on Saturday SVC. So happy! We went fellowship and AMK Botak Jones. It was a long wait and a good fellowship just hanging around. The guys are so funny... I teased them that they were popular among gals but I labelled them as "Hua Xin Luo Bo". Adam was protesting: "like that one lo"... While Tim was all excited thinking that got gals asked for his number. Hahah... Oops. And the talkative Dennis was trying to "defend" his crush on a gal in sch. He exposed himself. Haha. And to see Jed so irritated by Dennis' nonsensical talk and "hungry-ghost" state. Btw, he had 1 steak, 1 burger, 3 cups of tea and my leftover fries and salad!

Look at Dennis... He's reaching for the fries in my plate. the 2 plates near him are his Dinner. And the cups also. Aiyo... This guy has a big appetite!

And this is Zhenghao's burger. So much sauces... Wow...

 

 

 

 

 

 

I almost laughed my head off. They are just so funny. I love you guys!

Missed sleep again...

I'm so tired. Woke up alot of times during my sleep again. Dunno is it i ended T3 (a weak form of hormones medication). Cos before taking T3, i was also waking up alot of times during sleep. Dun feel like going to work but I thk if I dun go today, next wk i dun thk i hv the strength to go liao. Nvm. I hope kopi-o will rescue me! :)

Radio-Iodine Treatment & Hospitalisation

Start:	Oct 8, '07 10:00a
End:	Oct 10, '07
Location:	SGH

SGH Appt

Haiz. Spent 2 hours waiting... The last time, the nurse told me to reach one hour before appt for my blood test. And today, after one hour of waiting, a nurse came out to tell me the blood test result is not out so I gotta wait before my turn to see doc. So I set there seeing all the queue numbers after mine called one by one and a long wait before my number was finally called. That's another 1hr.

Anyway, the doc says my calcium level is high. So he asked me to try taking once a day instead. Yeh... I'll probably be able to stop calcium tablets soon... Yippy! But he gave me a dressing to put over my scar cos it's a bit hard when he pressed that area. And that 5 pcs cost me $36! So ex...

That's my Monday.

 

Last few days' updates

Haven been blogging these few days cos very tired and busy with the maid and ah gong returning home from hospital. Just trying to get work for the maid is tiring. Cos she's new so to teach her wat to do means i got to show her wat to do first... I am so tired bcos of that. Then I gotta keep reminding myself to buy her dinner even when I dun want to eat. Aiyo... tired man...

Ah gong came back yesterday. He is very happy he's finally back home and has been sleeping the whole of yesterday. Very glad. But then bcos he's been in hospital, so he's used to doing the "big & small" on pampers. One pc of pampers cost 80cents. Estimated that he uses 5pcs per day. So it's $4 per day; $120 per month. Alot of money so Vic was a bit "burdened" abt it and sourcing out how to spend lesser by getting from JB. Still, we're just so happy ah gong is back. Jia you yi lao, ru you yi bao.

 

Went to buy tis lip balm that Sandra recommended. It's reali very good... My lips stop cracking and peeling after I used it! The rest of you looking for lip balm, i strongly recommend this too!! But its $35 hor... Ha.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Finally, bought mooncake from Bengawan Solo for MIL and my mum. I think it's quite nice. Incidentally, the lady that served me oso went thru the Thyroid op before. Her scar was reali just a thin fair line that you won't notice if u didn't look for it on her neck. So I hope mine will be like tat too. :)

 

 

 

O ya.. Yesterday, it's the first time after one month that I sat with the members in the service. Worship was very good. Wept in the presence of God. Felt very encouraged and challenged in during worship and word. Many tots going thru my mind. Just can't wait till I totally recover from this. I couldn't even sing the worship song except mouthing the words and tis has caused my voice to become a bit hoarse. And worse after the fellowship with the CG, my voice was horrible. The guys made me laugh so badly. Tim's super racist jokes almost drove me to "murder" him repeatedly with a stick of Oreo bar. Haha.. Later at nite, Adam smsed me to take care. Felt so loved. Hee. I'm just glad that he's back for the last 2 wks. I hope by the end of year, I will hv the rest back again at the thanksgiving CGM. And this time, we will be stronger and more mature than last yr. We will all become better. I'm sure the CG is glad that we have all grown stronger even tho we have gone thru some downs...

All things work together for good to those who love God and to those who are called according to His purpose.

 

The new maid

Today, went to the maid agency to "select" the temporary maid so that ah gong can discharge from hospital this Saturday. Dunno was it the cab ride, I felt unwell when I get there. Worse was that I felt that the agent helping us with it is not helping us. She knew that the original maid who was in Indonesia went back to hometown thus can't come Spore within 2 wks but she didn't tell us! And she blamed us for delaying doing the required quiz for employing maid. So mad lo. And then she gave us a uncertain answer of when they will be able to contact that original maid. And left us with no choice to use this particular temp maid cos there is no other available. What is tis man... I'm glad Joyce was there to show the agent our unhappiness about their service. I gave a straight face cos I wasn't feeling well.

Anyway, we got the temp maid to go to the hospital to get her to be trained by the therapist on helping ah gong. Wow. We were surprised that ah gong can actually walk with minimal assistance! He reali recover real fast considering he's already 91yrs old. It's only 2mths ago that he fell and went thru op and now he can walk... He's a strong man... No wonder Victor loves him and admire him. Vic always say ah gong is a very nice man and loves his wife.

Back to the maid. I brought the maid back to our house to do some simple chores. Man, it's so difficult to get things for maid to do.. I got her to sweep and mop the floor. Then iron some of my tops and folded all the clothes. I even took out all the "mess" in Andrew's room and the "mess" in Vic's cupboard for her to fold. I mean, it's alot of clothes la... After that I just told her to sit and wait for the agent to bring her back. I think I gotta do a proper list of things for her to do when she's here.

Just this has drained me out today. Feel so tired... Dunno wat's wrong today. Feel tired tired tired. I took the medicine leh. My voice oso a bit low and "numb?". I think I strained my voice a bit since Sunday. Cos I was talking alot since then. I muz try to restrain myself. Can't spoil my vocal chords. The doc only say can't raise my voice leh, never say can't talk... Hmmm...

I think I better have an early night. Very tired. O ya.. I think today is the first time I didn't wake up in the middle of the night when I slept. I slept from 3am to like 9am straight. Then I went back to sleep again till 12pm. Wow... dun envy. *wink*

GOODNITE! SWEET DREAMS!

Surprised!

Was so surprised when I went into the office today! Greeted with a freshly decorated table!!! I was shocked! Almost thought I was shifted to somewhere else... Haha... So nice of the ZSecs to do this... Haha...

This is the piggy box that supposing to store all my "treasured" papers. Hee...

 

Quite cheered up just to see the decorated work desk.

 

 

 

This is the Estee Lauder high gloss ultra brillance in 13 Berry from Meiyan. O man. YES! :) I look absolutely gorgeous with it on. HAHA.

Chanel Brillant Lumiere Flurescent Lip Shine in 65 from SP Subzone. Thanks to Olivia, the Shopper. The gloss is so nice................ (I attempted to take a pic of my lips with the gloss on. Too bad my Sony Ericsson HP camera not good enough to show the color.)

 

Guess bag from the zone leaders! Woo... Probably the most expensive gift I received from the leaders EVER. Hee...

 I LIKE IT VERY MUCHY!!!

 

 

 

 

 

ESPRIT vouchers from John Lim & his wife, Esther. I was quite surprised by the gesture. Feel so blessed! Anyway, I just saw a bag in Esprit that I quite like, so can buy liao!! 

 

 

 

 

 

Feel so blessed this year. The pastoral staff prayed for me after the pastoral meeting and the leaders prayed for me after the leaders meeting as well. Feel so loved and blessed.

O ya, I must mention this as well... Daryl commented the that my skin looked better today. Feel happy for a split second but I brushed off saying it's the makeup effects. Vic says maybe it's a side effect of absence of thyroid bcos now the metabolism dropped so my face not so red. HA. That's so nice. HEE. Can it have a addtional side effect "bleaching of pimples scar"? HA! :D

Funeral

Went to a funeral this afternoon. Mic's bro, Xia Wei, had a car accident and passed away. He's only 21. He was only a kid when we were in our secondary sch days. Well, Mic was at her usual strong self.

Life is frail. Mourning.

The Day

CAUGHT!! Hehe.
Cheryl & Peng EATING so much. See that look on my sis??? And Cheryl "keh keh" look at Peng with a "gracious" smile and that EGG on her hands... She's as guilty as Peng. HAHA.

 

 

 

 

So much FOOD... Ok la. They deserve it for accompanying me... But it's a treat from Cheryl, not me. :)

See that Pink Jacket on ah Peng? It's $36 and she bought it with an excuse that she waited for me too long and she was too cold so muz buy. Ya. That's my sis.

 

 

 

This is what I bought for Meiyan to appreciate and thank her for standing in the gap for me and the zone... Mascara, eyelash curler, eye shadow & eye liner. Tried shopping around for a 2days for it. Couldn't decide even till today. Anyway, buying eye makeup was my original intention. So I was still rather happy I finally bought it... I hope she likes it and will use it. :)

 

 

 

 

 

 

Besides what I bought for Meiyan, I also bought a bag for ah Peng's birthday. Well, she chose it herself. Ah Peng and I bought something for baby Keighley too. So cute...

By the time we finished our kopi and bread, I was very tired. But Vic and I still headed to Big Eater Restaurant at Upper Changi Rd for Birthday celebration with the subzone leaders and friends. We were very early and the rest were LATE... Haiz... But that didn't spoil our night... We enjoyed the food and fellowship together.

 

Above is a Levis watch from VT subzone. Very nice of them. But that Veron told Angeline that I very branded so can not buy me any kind of bag cos I carry LV and Gucci only. A. I not very branded hor. The branded one is Vic not me leh. Haha... Incidentally, I am always looking for a WHITE watch but no matter how CHEAP or NICE, I dun seem to be willing to buy it... So it's good that they bought me this cos I finally own a WHITE watch!!! Yey!

A very simple and nice card from SP subzone. Very nice of them to write so many good things to encourage me. Wa. They all say I very patient. But hor... I think I not patient leh... How huh... A bit guilty... Maybe that's their tactic to make me gracious to them huh. HAHAHA... just kidding. They are very nice to say those things la. But I warn u all huh... I NOT PATIENT............. So when u see the impatient monster coming at you, pls accept me as who I am... The WIZ (Wonderful but Impatient ZSec!) HAHA.

 

 

 

 

Wow... This is from Boon Kiat or his subzone. It's from Candies Empire... Looks real tasty right??? I ate one piece just now... woooo... Chocolate.......... Yummy!

Does this make me more tai tai??? Haha... Defintely, with the masks from Andrew.... (see below)

 

 

 

 

I shall end by saying that all the leaders and friends are very nice... Received many smses wishing me a happy birthday... Tried counting, about 40+ smses from the different ones. Zhiyuan still remembers to sms me happy birthday every year even though I haven't met him for so many years... Vincent Chua & Serene Teo smsed me too. Aiyo. Very nice of them to still remember.

I dun think I had ever received so many greetings from leaders before. Haha. Maybe I just went thru 2 operations so they took the extra effort to make it a personal touch for me. Thanks alot! This year's birthday is truly memorable.

My 30th Birthday Presents

Look at the 3 candles

Happy Birthday to ME!!!

 

Birthday wishes from N262

 

After much coordination and communication prob, the members celebrated my birthday for me together with Johnson's 3 CGs. Knowing that N262, the screaming and yelling came mostly from Johnson's 3 CGs... oops. But still i appreciated.

 

This is the Mango jacket from N262. I like it very much. Have been looking for a jacket for the longest time... Well, I wasn't ready to part with the money in my bank for an expensive jacket so that is why I didn't get any yet... Ha. So PTL my members bear to part with their money for me!! HEE HEE!!!!!!!

 

 

 

This is part of their birthday package for me. Hee.

 

 

After that, I headed for birthday celebration with Pst YK, Wenling and the subzone. We went to Waraku at East Parkway. Nice food. Quite friendly staff. Except for a blur king that brought the cake and asked right behind me "who's birthday?" And worse, got the birthday gal wrong by placing the cake in front of Sandra who's sitting beside me. HAHA. So hilarious.

 

This is an Aldo bag from the WL subzone. So nice... I'm so glad they bought it for me else I will never get a chance to buy a white bag cos Vic will say I will dirty it real fast. Haha...

 

 

 

This is a pair of novo flats. Also from WL subzone. Very nice. I like also!! Cos I was very fickle-minded about getting flats. I kept going to the shoe shops to look at the flats but didn't buy no matter how cheap it was. No particular reason. Just couldn't decide. Shilin muz be very led by the Spirit to buy it for me. HAHAH...

 

Talking about being led by the Spirit... See this pair of GORGEOUS ALDO HEELS?! They are present from Pst YK & Wenling. Aiyo... I went to Aldo many times looking at this pair of shoes... I love it but SO EXPENSIVE LA!!! So going Aldo to look at it sometimes is good enough. HAHA. Very kua zhang hor. I was a bit stunned and lost for words when I saw it just now. WOOHOO!!!! O so HAPPY!!!!!!

 

Dear dear bought a cake and gave me a surprise just now... It was lit secretly on top of the washing machine in the kitchen, blocked by the fridge by Andrew Wong Jianuan... They sang me birthday song. So sweet of them.

If you see it... There are 3 big candles... I am 30 yrs old already... Muahhhh!!! For very wonderful old and chio Von! HAHA.

 

That's a top, necklace & earrings from Vic. This is just the "yi si yi si" present before my real present comes in Oct. Haha... Yes... My LV small pouch. Actually, I not so particular about branded or not. It's just his way of loving me... So I better get used to it and LOVE it. This is so easy. HAHA...

 

 

 

 

Even though I'm tired and didn't really talk much today, I am very happy. Cos I got to talk to people and listen to them talk. Staying within 4 walls of a house is so torturing for me. I used to "fa pi qi" at Vic if he didn't bring me somewhere outside of the house on Monday, which is my off day. It's not like I purposely would "fa pi qi". It's just that I will feel very very moody for some strange unknown reason. So you can imagine how depressed I am having to be stucked in the house for so many days and weeks.

I am just HAPPY! Though I dun quite show it cos tired physically. Like my emotions slower to respond or show oso. Haha.

Thank you friends for celebrating my birthday with me!

 

Very hungry

Aiyo... Very hungry. Haven't taken my lunch yet. Was busy trying to search for pictures of the different things that I like to have and uploading it on the web. Take a look at my "what to get for von" and you may find smthg within your budget to get for me... HEE.

Just received a SMS from Meiyan asking if I am interested to go manicure/pedicure on Monday together with Pauline & Sally. Incidentally, I just painted my nails yesterday night. But I dun mind doing pedicure. Should be quite therapeutic.

Already got a few things lined up for my birthday celebration. Going dinner with the WL subzone leaders. Very nice of them to arrange to celebrate my birthday. I hope I won't be too tired after SVC. On Sunday, going dinner with Pst and some of the closer leaders. Veron & Meiyan are arranging that. I wonder where we will be dining... On Monday, before going manicure/pedicure at night, I will be celebrating birthday with Vic alone somewhere. Hmmm... Where would be nice?

I hope I can eat Joyce's Laksa soon... *drooling*

Anyway, thanks for making effort for my birthday. It's very much appreciated.

Skittles

Rating:	★★★★
Category:	Other

This usually cheers me up even if I dun eat it so much nowadays. Maybe it's the colors. Haha.

Hershey's Kisses

Rating:	★★★★
Category:	Other

Chocolate does make you feel happier! Roy & Xiang bought me Hershey's Kisses when I was in hospital and it's my new favorites. Get me these to make me feel happier! :)

N81

Rating:	★★★★★
Category:	Computers & Electronics
Product Type:	Cell-phones
Manufacturer:	Nokia

This is what I reali reali want. It's not in Singapore yet. Meanwhile, I shall TOLERATE with my failing E65.

LV Pochette Accessiores - Damier Canvas

Rating:	★★★★★
Category:	Other

Ok. This is cheaper. Vic says he will try to get it for me...

LV Pochette Accessiores - Monogram Multicolore

Rating:	★★★★★
Category:	Other

O man... I love this... BUT it's EXPENSIVE!

Bobbi Brown Lip Gloss

Rating:	★★★★
Category:	Other

Looks like the color I have been looking for... But SP subzone has bought the Chanel lipgloss that for me that looks like tis color when applied on the lips. Very nice....

Nivea Lipcare

Rating:	★★★
Category:	Other

My lips have been cracking and peeling for months... Maybe this will help.

Dun need this anymore. Bought the Biotherm Lip Balm. VERY GOOD!

Charles & Keith Shoes

Rating:	★★★★
Category:	Other

I tried to look for it at Charles & Keith but I can't find it... If anybody saw it, pls tell me which outlet I can find it! Thanks...

The color turned out to be different in real. Haiz. Photoshop? Lighting? Such a disappointment.

N95

Rating:	★★★★
Category:	Computers & Electronics
Product Type:	Cell-phones
Manufacturer:	Nokia

I need to change a phone... My E65 is failing me. I sent it to nokia centre for 3 times and the problem was never solved.

My Birthday in 3 days' time

My Birthday is on Sep 16, if you still do not know... Haha. *HINT*

Initial plan is to go overseas, but not anymore. I just wish to have dinner and coffee with Vic and PEOPLE at some restaurant or cafe. Just sit to laugh at the nonsensical jokes cracked by my dear husband and friends.

For those that are planning to get birthday presents for me, you can look at my wishlist. Actually, I got alot of things that I would like to have. Just can't think of most of it now. Wanted to buy that pair of Charles & Keith heels to cheer myself up but I couldn't find it. Proabably cos they are having sales now or maybe I was too distracted by the number of people in the store and the mess I see. Anyway, u can buy ANYTHING for me EXCEPT VOUCHERS. I literally DISLIKE it. I like surprises even if it's not exactly what I like. So PLLlllleeeesssse NO VOUCHERS. THANKS.

Every year, I will think about this... The most memorable birthday gift that I had received was a box of sweets from my previous CG many years back. I have no idea why I was so moved by it. But my eyes get teary whenever I thk abt it. It felt like every of their wishes for me were in it. Maybe I was in depression back then and that gift was somehow heart-warming enough for me to go on in the ministry and life. God bless them no matter where they are now. I know God is still taking care of them bcos I still think of them.

A silent prayer.

Radio-Iodine Treatment

That is what I will be going through on Oct 8-11.

What's involved? I'm supposed to drink a radio-active "potion". Will it be some potion that will turn the beauty to sleep? Since it's radio-active, it will emit radio-active waves that is supposed to be absorbed by the remnant thyroid tissues or lumps left in my body. And once it's absorbed by the tissues or lumps, it's supposed to destroy it as well. Bcos of this, I will have to be isolated. The doc says it's a big dosage cos the cancerous lump was considered big so he advised me so and I got to be HOSPITALISED from Oct 8-10. Urghh.

Then return for a scan on Oct 11. And from now till then, Doc says I will GAIN WEIGHT. The beauty of the past are all on the fatter side. And maybe I will finally be the sleeping beauty that awakes with a kiss? And I will only get MORE TIRED. O man... MORE TIRED?! I tot I am TIRED ENOUGH... It'll probably be a long sleep before the prince will come.

After that scan, the doc will then give me the hormones replacement. Which, of cos, will let my weight return to usual and I will not be so tired. I'm waiting for the kiss of deliverance and dream-turned reality.

After that, I must not try to be pregnant for 6months! I dun thk i need to say more about this. I just can't wait for this to be OVER soon. Emotionally and mentally, I am already drained about my tiredness and disturbed sleep. And I am absolutely frustrated by the tightness felt at the wound area. I can't even talk properly or even sing. FRUSTRATING.

I am sighing the whole night. Heavy-hearted. Sorry. I hope I won't dull your heart. Pls just pray for me. I am not negative just heavy-hearted about many things. The prince is coming soon.

Dead-Tired

Finally, went out on Sat for SVC. But I was feeling very giddy and strengthless when I walked. Had to garner my strength to stay focus in case I faint. Ha. It was reali tiring but I still couldn't reali sleep that nite.

Then on Sunday, went to Pst's place cos Vic promised to play badminton with Daryl. I was SITTING there doing my sudoku all the while... but I was so giddy the moment i walked. And by time I reach home, i was so so so tired but still couldn't sleep properly...

Yestrdy, I went SGH for my appt. Reached there and WAIT WAIT WAIT... to realise that all the instructions given previously by the doc and nurse when I discharged was wrong... I was supposed to reach 1 hour before my appt to do blood test but the nurse only said "a bit earlier". Prof said I was supposed to go through another scan but the doc & nurse said I dun need cos I had the scan before. Then when I was at the appt, Prof said I gotta scan again to ensure no remnant thyroid tissues left before starting me on the hormone replacement. So which means, I wasted my time WAITING for 2 hours to arrange ANOTHER appt for the scan to be done on Wed. And I waited ANOTHER 1 hour for my calcium tablets.O man... so sian la. I was so drained out just waiting.

O... maybe as a "reward" I have my hospitalisation leave extended to Oct 1! So long... Prof said I need alot of rest cos of 2 operations. He said it's normal to feel giddy so asked me to walk ard in the house FIRST. er.. Anyway, I went shopping with Vic after the appt. But pls... I was so giddy. And Vic was so "scared" cos I will suddenly grab hold of Vic while walking. That's not all. I went dinner with my Sister at AMK NewYorkNewYork. By the time i reached home I was so DRAINED of all my strength. Had headaches. I tried going to sleep early... But I still CAN'T sleep properly. Woke up like 2-3 times. AHHHHHHHH... I didn't take any afternoon nap yestrdy...

Well, I have a long hospital leave to recuperate on my sleep. Just feel bad that I gotta take a long leave and the rest of the ZSecs and Meiyan gotta stand-in for me for so long. I will try to come back to work by next Tue. Maybe I will feel better if I start working. Just that I feel very frustrated that I can't talk properly without feeling that stretch at my throat area. Anyway, I will recover speedily.

Cinthia's Birthday

Start:

Dec 3, '07

My celebrity look-alikes

Back at AMK

Didn't sleep well at all. Dunno if I'm just paranoid... I woke up MANY times with a "jerk" or "twitching" of the veins or in my heart. Feel very not rested and unwell when I woke up. From dark, I struggled to sleep till I see the early morning light. Haiz...

Joyce came over to cook spaghetti. Finally, not porridge and fish. oops... But still thanks to my mummy for cooking all the different kinds of fish and porridge. It's still quite nice just that I dun like porridge in general.

Can't think of anything to blog. Stomach is "turning". Dun feel well.

Just finished some work

O the dial-up connection is so slow. But still thanks to Simon for helping me with the dialup and not forgetting Peiling's very nice thumbdrive. Anyway, I am glad I finished my work.

It's been some time since I blog using a laptop and not my hp. I'm having a headache now. And dunno if I am just paranoid, I have been feeling the nerves or veins or muscles have been "jerking" suddenly at different parts of my body. Rather irritating.

And I just realised, I can't sing at this moment. I think the wound is very tight. I tried singing but I can't even sing one line of a proper song. I pray I will recover real soon. Anyway, I can't raise my voice yet. So I can't even lead my own CG la.

O ya. I finally had my potato chips. :)

Potato chips, here i come!

Hooray! The angelic doctors came with great news that my calcium level has increased and i can go home!

But i MUST take the medication regularly. Cos calcium level went up bcos of the calcium replacement pills. Having headache. Maybe too excited tat i can go home. Haha. I can get my potato chips. Woo hoo!

Back at hospital

Watching 九层糕 now on my hospital bed. Came back from hospital feeling happy. Cos i feel better now after i went to my parents' place for a few hours to rest and eat.

Dear dear is so sweet. He tried to go to my blog to read abt my entries while i'm in hospital cos he's not with me. He's so sweet cos he's not an IT-kind of person. I'm totally surprised. Hee hee.

went down to buy panda biscuit to eat at 10pm. Was very hungry. Wanted to buy potato chips. But a bit paiseh to buy tat and eat tat in the ward. Haha. Anyway, if i'm discharged tmr, i will buy potato chips tmr. Hehe. Yummy!

ok. Gotta end here. Tired liao. Goodnite.

On home leave till 8pm

Prof wong came to tell me i cant go home yet. They are increasing the medication for me and test my blood tmr morning again. But i can be on home leave till 8pm tonite. He just wants me to be better before letting me out. Cos now the calcium level is not better but dropping.

tis is so frustrating. Until now i still dun quite understand how tis calcium thing affects exactly. The doc always answer my question halfway. Seems like nothing serious but yet keep me here for so long. O man.

I dint sleep well. Tingling sensation on my fingers. And i will suddenly wake up from my sleep with a jerk. (it's not the drop from high place kind of feeling. It's just a jerk.) i wanna go to my parents place now to wash up, watch tv, wash clothes, sleep, etc. I hope vic will pick me up to go soon. I shld be back to hospital at 7pm latest la.

The awkward goodbye

That was the awkward goodbye formation of my dear ones. So cute.

They came to pay me a surprise visit. I was reali surprised. But i was too tired to reali talk. Was very blur when i was at foodcourt. Dunno why feel so giddy and sudden "shutdown".

i wish that tmr i'll be able to go home. Today, the housemen, dr pauleon ong, came to tell me i cant discharge but i can be on home-leave till 8pm. By tat time, it's oreadi 12plus. Nobody i can call to fetch me elsewhere. Everyone was still at church including my parents. i was afraid i might faint if i travelled alone.

Anyway, the doc is reali a nice friendly guy. It's his last day here. I was contemplating to get his number to intro him to my sister. Haha. A bit regret never get his number. He's from fcbc leh. Maybe will bump into him one of these days. Hehe. So desperate to get my sister attached leh. I seriously thk my sister is pretty, nice, capable, diligent, spiritual, etc. Where are all the good guys? O man.

ok. I am thinking too much. Nvm.

Your calcium level dropped

Huh... So sad to hear that from a handsome young doc. Meaning, I can't go home!!

So i had another round of drip just now... I hope that tmr when they take the blood the calcium level would have risen. At least, I dun feel the tingling sensation at all now. Just that I suddenly felt very tired while walking. Like i can collapse on the floor to sleep.

Jehovah Rapha my Healer!