Sang this song on Tue during the mtg with Pst YK. It was an awesome mtg. Cried lots.
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我永远不会忘记
主你那丰富恩典
如今我在天父怀中
因为你舍下自己
你不看我的过去
只是完全接纳我
主你的爱何等伟大
我的心完全融化
我亲爱救主
我心何等感谢
你单单在意
我这爱你的心
我愿一生
追求跟随我主
谦卑为你 服事这世界
我亲爱救主
我要一生敬拜
在我生命中
你是唯一的爱
毫无保留
我愿献上所有
何等渴慕能为你而活 耶稣我主
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Cried during QT just now. Felt so lost. Dunno what to do. Feel so angry. Shaken. What went wrong? I was wrong to be too hard. But was I also wrong to love now? I am so heartbroken and I know i'm trying to run away again. God heal my heart and teach me what to do. What shld I do that will be right? Why must I go thru this again? To love, to be heartbroken, and to let go. I am probably too emotional. But I just can't reconcile this. God help me to understand. To love, to forgive and to let go again.
But why must it be like tat? I'm so heartbroken.
5 comments:
Dear Von,
Always admire your courage for freely expressing your thoughts and struggles, knowing that this is one sure way to help yourself.
Pls keep pressing on...You are never alone!
Thanks. :) I knw that I am not alone.
*hugs*
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding - Proverbs 3
Recently , my friend shared this with me and it has helped me tremendous. I realised that there are things in our lives where there is no point wanting to understand or reconcile in our minds. The more we want to do that, the more confused we are. We simply trust God that He is good and that ALL things (good or bad) will work for the good for those who love Him. Wait for Him to direct your paths and one day it will be clear to you. I believe things will work out for you. Never give up. =)
thanks for the note on my blog. :) came at the right time.. :)
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