Busy busy busy

Haven blog for a long while... Busy busy busy. And of cos, i was too tired to organise my tots in words everyday.

Now, doing BS class duty. Slacking. And I hope the internet connection dun fail me when I try to upload this blog. Tired man.

Last one month, has been an interesting month. Organising my tots and life to a whole new level. But one thing remain strongly within my heart. It's still my first and foremost desire to serve God full-time.

And I am reali trying to live out what I have been learning thru the wkly sermons in CG and SVC. I wanna be able to be successful in a business and yet serve God full-time. There is a deep desire within my heart for something, but I've never shared it with anyone. I'm just waiting and preparing myself for the right time. And today, i did smthg in relation to that matter. I feel so happy. Where my treasure is, there my heart will oso be. I hope that my love and passion will grow stronger and stronger for it.

Yestrdy, we had a good CGM. But i did badly in the P&W. I thk i was too distracted playing the guitar. I need more practice... Thank God for a CG that loves me and doesn't judge me based on one CGM itself.

I used to be so afraid that my members will 嫌弃我 or the CG for a "imperfect" CGM. But then later, i realise that it's reali the relationship that counts and not the "performance" of the CGL. People reali want to knw how much you care and not how much you knw.

To thk that one day, these bunch of boys are going to grow up, get attached to the gal of their dreams, and ultimately walking down the aisles in marriage, make me feel like a mother that will potentially be in tears of joy for them. Haha. This is so funny.

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Obviously, the internet connection has failed me. So I am continuing with the entry now. :)

The Church Service today was awesome. Bel led in both praise and worship. We sang an old worship song. It was so so good. Felt a longing and yearning in the spirit that draws closer to God. Sometimes, we dun need songs that are so "flowery". And Pst Tan preached a very good msg on Jesus' DNA. Will post the sermon somewhere again.

I just want to make mention something. On Thu, I was staying slightly later in the office. And then I was startled by a voice "Yvonne! You are here!" I looked up and it was Bel. And she looks elated and continued, "Do you have Getting Started Lesson 2 student notes?" I replied in curiosity, "Why you want that for?" "Give BS to someone. But she doesn't have the book." She replied. I said almost in amazement, "You give BS?!" And now she was even more bewildered, "I can't give BS meh?" HAhaha... 

Well, I didn't mean she can't give BS. I actually meant, "you give BS to who? I tot you are in ministry group and there shouldn't be any chance for you to give BS?" Anyway, I didn't explain myself, cos I was already brought away into deep tots.

I remembered that I told someone this before... "Look at Bel. She rose to her calling not bcos she was just focused on ONLY wanting to serve God in her singing talents. The most impt thing is she is revolving herself ard pp and loving pp. She was a CGL and doing pastoral work. Even after she went and focused on the worship team, she always take interest in pp, trying to inspire them and helping them. If you can't touch lives, your talents are basically useless..." 

When I knw that even till today, Bel is still taking interest in pp, i felt so moved in my heart. Aren't we all in this for people? Reali, if we are not touching lives, our talents are useless in God's Kingdom. Today's worship was awesome. Truly, if you want to touch lives with ur talents, you got to be touching pp individually first and then God's anointing will be upon you to touch pp corporately.