Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Headaches

Since I came back from Shanghai, I have been having headaches. I think it's cos i took medication to delay my menses while I was in Shanghai. After I came back, i had cramps and headaches. SIONG.

I thk I am still experiencing the aftermath. Headaches........... I won't take that medicine to delay my menses again. I just heard from someone that it will actually affect fertility too! GOSH. :x I won't take it again. Then again, I am not supposed to get pregnant till after Oct. 

I just heard a friend is pregnant. I am so happy for her. So exciting. But she is feeling sick becos of it even though it's only 4wks. Will be praying for her. I think i am always very excited to when I knw someone is pregnant. Even if I dun reali knw tat person, i will still feel a moment of excitement for that person. Strange hor. But usually, I dun reali show it la. Else they will probably wonder why I'm so excited for them. Haha.

Whenever, I thk abt myself getting pregnant, actually, i feel a bit sad and tears will well up. I dunno how to put it. It's reali a longing and desire in my heart to be a mother. It's kinda of weird, I knw. But for me, i always long to be a YOUNG mother and have at least 3 children. Haha. But now, i am no longer young... so i hope at least i will have 2 children. Heard all the horrendous thing you got to go through when you give birth after 35 yrs old. Aiyo... I hope I can quickly quickly "seh" (hokkien: give birth). HAHA.

Surely, God will bless me with children.

5 comments:

Vera Wee said...

Have 3!!! :)
God bless yvonne with many many many children!

Pauline Kong said...

You'll be blessed with really good kids. =)

Yvonne Chua said...

haha. Thanks gals. I hope so too. :)

Cinthia Lim said...

Can! Pray for twins, pregnant twice and you'll have 4!! :):) And u have about 4-5yrs! Back to back pregnant, 4 x 2 = 8! WAH!! >_<. Don't worry la, later only scared u give birth until cannot stop. HEHE :D. All the tiny Vons and Vics running around.. Hmm..

Meitong Shen said...

yeah von, you'll definitely have tons of kids! :)