Dead-Tired

Finally, went out on Sat for SVC. But I was feeling very giddy and strengthless when I walked. Had to garner my strength to stay focus in case I faint. Ha. It was reali tiring but I still couldn't reali sleep that nite.

Then on Sunday, went to Pst's place cos Vic promised to play badminton with Daryl. I was SITTING there doing my sudoku all the while... but I was so giddy the moment i walked. And by time I reach home, i was so so so tired but still couldn't sleep properly...

Yestrdy, I went SGH for my appt. Reached there and WAIT WAIT WAIT... to realise that all the instructions given previously by the doc and nurse when I discharged was wrong... I was supposed to reach 1 hour before my appt to do blood test but the nurse only said "a bit earlier". Prof said I was supposed to go through another scan but the doc & nurse said I dun need cos I had the scan before. Then when I was at the appt, Prof said I gotta scan again to ensure no remnant thyroid tissues left before starting me on the hormone replacement. So which means, I wasted my time WAITING for 2 hours to arrange ANOTHER appt for the scan to be done on Wed. And I waited ANOTHER 1 hour for my calcium tablets.O man... so sian la. I was so drained out just waiting.

O... maybe as a "reward" I have my hospitalisation leave extended to Oct 1! So long... Prof said I need alot of rest cos of 2 operations. He said it's normal to feel giddy so asked me to walk ard in the house FIRST. er.. Anyway, I went shopping with Vic after the appt. But pls... I was so giddy. And Vic was so "scared" cos I will suddenly grab hold of Vic while walking. That's not all. I went dinner with my Sister at AMK NewYorkNewYork. By the time i reached home I was so DRAINED of all my strength. Had headaches. I tried going to sleep early... But I still CAN'T sleep properly. Woke up like 2-3 times. AHHHHHHHH... I didn't take any afternoon nap yestrdy...

Well, I have a long hospital leave to recuperate on my sleep. Just feel bad that I gotta take a long leave and the rest of the ZSecs and Meiyan gotta stand-in for me for so long. I will try to come back to work by next Tue. Maybe I will feel better if I start working. Just that I feel very frustrated that I can't talk properly without feeling that stretch at my throat area. Anyway, I will recover speedily.