Radio-Iodine Treatment

That is what I will be going through on Oct 8-11.

What's involved? I'm supposed to drink a radio-active "potion". Will it be some potion that will turn the beauty to sleep? Since it's radio-active, it will emit radio-active waves that is supposed to be absorbed by the remnant thyroid tissues or lumps left in my body. And once it's absorbed by the tissues or lumps, it's supposed to destroy it as well. Bcos of this, I will have to be isolated. The doc says it's a big dosage cos the cancerous lump was considered big so he advised me so and I got to be HOSPITALISED from Oct 8-10. Urghh.

Then return for a scan on Oct 11. And from now till then, Doc says I will GAIN WEIGHT. The beauty of the past are all on the fatter side. And maybe I will finally be the sleeping beauty that awakes with a kiss? And I will only get MORE TIRED. O man... MORE TIRED?! I tot I am TIRED ENOUGH... It'll probably be a long sleep before the prince will come.

After that scan, the doc will then give me the hormones replacement. Which, of cos, will let my weight return to usual and I will not be so tired. I'm waiting for the kiss of deliverance and dream-turned reality.

After that, I must not try to be pregnant for 6months! I dun thk i need to say more about this. I just can't wait for this to be OVER soon. Emotionally and mentally, I am already drained about my tiredness and disturbed sleep. And I am absolutely frustrated by the tightness felt at the wound area. I can't even talk properly or even sing. FRUSTRATING.

I am sighing the whole night. Heavy-hearted. Sorry. I hope I won't dull your heart. Pls just pray for me. I am not negative just heavy-hearted about many things. The prince is coming soon.